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@1 year ago with 2 notes
I know i’m not the best. I’m annoying. I’m fucked. I’m a mess. Whatever you said to me that particular day/night, it was all true. But you don’t know that i’m trying my best to get rid of all that shit so that i can fit perfectly into your life. Whatever it takes to put that smile on your face. I’ve given you everything i’ve got. If it’s not enough, i apologized. But i will try my hardest to give you all the happiness in the world because your happiness means everything to me. Even if it breaks me, i just want you to be happy. It saddens me when every single time we got into a fight, you gave up just like that. Just like all of this means nothing to you. I may look like i’m not affected by anything but actually i am. But i forgive whatever you said towards me cause my love for you overwhelms everything. Sometimes it’s hard for me to tell you my feelings because i don’t want you to think that i only care for myself. I keep it to myself cause i know its better for us even it kills me inside. I’d rather save whatever we’ve build together than to tell you my feelings and ruin every single thing. Everyone told me that i have to prioritize my happiness first than anyone else’s but i dont give a fuck at all. Because to me, if you’re happy then i’m happy too. I’m sorry that im not good enough for you but i promise that i wont let this go, wont give up on this because i love you honey, more than anything in this world.

I know i’m not the best. I’m annoying. I’m fucked. I’m a mess. Whatever you said to me that particular day/night, it was all true. But you don’t know that i’m trying my best to get rid of all that shit so that i can fit perfectly into your life. Whatever it takes to put that smile on your face. I’ve given you everything i’ve got. If it’s not enough, i apologized. But i will try my hardest to give you all the happiness in the world because your happiness means everything to me. Even if it breaks me, i just want you to be happy. It saddens me when every single time we got into a fight, you gave up just like that. Just like all of this means nothing to you. I may look like i’m not affected by anything but actually i am. But i forgive whatever you said towards me cause my love for you overwhelms everything. Sometimes it’s hard for me to tell you my feelings because i don’t want you to think that i only care for myself. I keep it to myself cause i know its better for us even it kills me inside. I’d rather save whatever we’ve build together than to tell you my feelings and ruin every single thing. Everyone told me that i have to prioritize my happiness first than anyone else’s but i dont give a fuck at all. Because to me, if you’re happy then i’m happy too. I’m sorry that im not good enough for you but i promise that i wont let this go, wont give up on this because i love you honey, more than anything in this world.

@1 year ago with 1 note

"I don’t know what they are called, the spaces between seconds– but I think of you always in those intervals."

Salvador Plascencia   (via anditslove)

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@2 years ago with 9449 notes
Heads up baby. I’m still here for you, always. I know sometimes i can be such an asshole and i apologize but no matter what, i always got your back. Prove the cynics wrong. I love you, always and forever

Heads up baby. I’m still here for you, always. I know sometimes i can be such an asshole and i apologize but no matter what, i always got your back. Prove the cynics wrong. I love you, always and forever

@2 years ago
Wednesday

Wednesday

@2 years ago with 1 note
#iloveyou kisses 

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@2 years ago with 443829 notes
Let me hold you forever

Let me hold you forever

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@2 years ago with 30151 notes

Nobody said it was easy

@1 year ago
You’re the best thing that’s ever been mine. The times I get to spend with you means so much to me. We will explore through life together and have every moment stuck in our memories. Your kisses make my entire day the best day it can be. “Only true couples figure out life together and stay with each other even if they run into a rough patch.” Whether you are smiling, laughing, sad, or mad I am always going to love you sayang. Happy 5 monthsary.

You’re the best thing that’s ever been mine. The times I get to spend with you means so much to me. We will explore through life together and have every moment stuck in our memories. Your kisses make my entire day the best day it can be. “Only true couples figure out life together and stay with each other even if they run into a rough patch.” Whether you are smiling, laughing, sad, or mad I am always going to love you sayang. Happy 5 monthsary.

@2 years ago

"You know it’s love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you’re not part of their happiness."

@2 years ago with 1841 notes
Dearest, occasionally there are no words that fairly express the depth of a person’s feelings that are afflicted by regret, guilt and sadness for a wrong done. This is my predicament now for hurting you so badly. A thousand ‘im sorry’ im willing to say but i know it cant undo what has been done and it wont ease the pain in your heart. Instead, let me type this to let you know that i regretted my actions. I totally deserve all the anger and resentment from you for what i have put you through. However, it also pains me to see you suffering as a result of my misbehavior. Guilt burns in my heart thinking of all the hurt that you must have felt because of my actions. Each time that i think of you, i get angry with myself because i can imagine all the bitter tears you must have shed. Im feeling like this because i know there is still love for you glowing in my heart. I dont want this relationship to end simply because i still care deeply about you and love you with all my heart. I truly want you to be happy again with me still being part of your life. Well, a mistake is a mistake. I know i dont have the right to ask anything from you. Take me back sayang. All i want is you. For that would mean, i still have the chance to love and cherish you. And a chance to make your future a happier one with more laughter and less tears. Lastly, i just want to say that i have faith in my love for you. I have faith that we will overcome the odds and make our relationship even better than before. Give me a chance and i have faith that, one day, we will look back at this and be glad that we didnt walk away from each other. Loving you always

Dearest, occasionally there are no words that fairly express the depth of a person’s feelings that are afflicted by regret, guilt and sadness for a wrong done. This is my predicament now for hurting you so badly. A thousand ‘im sorry’ im willing to say but i know it cant undo what has been done and it wont ease the pain in your heart. Instead, let me type this to let you know that i regretted my actions. I totally deserve all the anger and resentment from you for what i have put you through. However, it also pains me to see you suffering as a result of my misbehavior. Guilt burns in my heart thinking of all the hurt that you must have felt because of my actions. Each time that i think of you, i get angry with myself because i can imagine all the bitter tears you must have shed. Im feeling like this because i know there is still love for you glowing in my heart. I dont want this relationship to end simply because i still care deeply about you and love you with all my heart. I truly want you to be happy again with me still being part of your life. Well, a mistake is a mistake. I know i dont have the right to ask anything from you. Take me back sayang. All i want is you. For that would mean, i still have the chance to love and cherish you. And a chance to make your future a happier one with more laughter and less tears. Lastly, i just want to say that i have faith in my love for you. I have faith that we will overcome the odds and make our relationship even better than before. Give me a chance and i have faith that, one day, we will look back at this and be glad that we didnt walk away from each other. Loving you always

@2 years ago with 1 note
You have such an effect on me. For better or for worse, you are the one i have feelings for. I can’t stop thinking how disappointing i am. I get insecure and i may have flaws but i’ll love you better than anyone else ever could. I just want you to know that i honestly try my hardest everyday. I did not intend to hurt you. Im sorry for the hurt i brought to you. Im sorry for my self-centered love. Im sorry incase you do not like anything i say or do. Im sorry for the times i have to put up a fight. Im sorry i dont understand why i just can’t do things right. Im sorry if i am sometimes so complicated. Im sorry for making you feel frustrated. Im sorry i am unable to fight back the tears. When you’re angry or upset, a piece of my heart dies knowing that i may have been the cause. Im sorry for everything. I love you, Danial Azmi. Always and forever

You have such an effect on me. For better or for worse, you are the one i have feelings for. I can’t stop thinking how disappointing i am. I get insecure and i may have flaws but i’ll love you better than anyone else ever could. I just want you to know that i honestly try my hardest everyday. I did not intend to hurt you. Im sorry for the hurt i brought to you. Im sorry for my self-centered love. Im sorry incase you do not like anything i say or do. Im sorry for the times i have to put up a fight. Im sorry i dont understand why i just can’t do things right. Im sorry if i am sometimes so complicated. Im sorry for making you feel frustrated. Im sorry i am unable to fight back the tears. When you’re angry or upset, a piece of my heart dies knowing that i may have been the cause. Im sorry for everything. I love you, Danial Azmi. Always and forever

@2 years ago with 1 note

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